"In the future may we always triumph"
I've been thinking about the effect Lan has made on my life lately. I know it's kind of, funny, that I'm saying this about a Character like Them because usually you'd see someone say this about a really inspiring character or just, anyone who isn't a God who presides over a concept like Hunting, someone like Venti #IDK.
I'm just eternally grateful that Lan has made me see the beauty in life again no matter how godawful things can be, I'm happy that They've made me start enjoying even the smallest things again and take it in stride. Lan has reignited my enjoyment for creation even if in return I end up making 950+ things about Them. Lan has brought me hope in very dark moments of my life and I'm happy to have endured.
I guess I hold Lan in such a special place in my heart for that very reason, They have generally made me feel so much livelier and see more light. It feels like being rid of any and all sin, even if I wasn't rid of any.
and like any other fixation, I won't be surprised if I'll close my chapter with Them eventually, even if it'll break my heart a little, I don't mind having to say goodbye in the end of it all. Maybe I'll outgrow Them, maybe They'll be with me forever in life. I'm just happy to have found Them.
I wouldn't mind having to dance this waltz with Them eternally or having to say goodbye eventually, I wouldn't mind anything. I'm happy to have found Lan, more than anything. In the future may we always triumph, with courage and vigor and arms.
It makes me wonder if people think My whole thing with Them is for show or competition, I truly just hold a lot of love for Lan. For the effect They've had on me and in general. I want to give back for it, I want to show how much I love Them, and I won't stop, I believe.
...or However anything goes, I just love Lan a lot.