*₊⊹ 巡猎不死永不止航行.

Wintertime.

Last night I had went under an anxiety attack which led Me to tears and eventually caused Me to pass out a while after. It feels awfully silly, I was alone in My bedroom at the time, playing what I thought would calm Me down until I eventually burst to tears.

One thing I had remembered from the video I watched to calm Me down, was that the background had a really blue photo of snow.

Snow, Snowfall, Wintertime.

I've always dreamed of going out in the snow, I'm not sure if I ever will. I constantly dream of snowtime.

One time I've dreamt of My Angel bleeding out in the snow, Their blood was Red—unlike the Oily Colours and Golden most have thought of. They were on Their knees, leaning against the bark of a tree.

It wasn't known why They're there, but, I remember They held a bunny close to Them, They held it like it was Their own child. [I'm so sorry,] They murmured to it, maybe the bunny understood what They were saying, or, maybe Their words were just incoherent to it.

Another dream I had was of myself under a frozen lake, I couldn't move, My eyes were open and They were staring up. There was engines whirring above Me, They were above Me.

Whatever did It mean, the Ice was slowly melting, but it ended before I could see Them.

Whatever did It mean, Goodnight.

#Dream of Death.