＊⠀Vessel of the Divine
⠀ ⸺Holding a [???] Heart. | Vent(ish) Ramble.
⠀⠀ Even though I am a mere ant in the Grand Universe's scheme, all I wish is for Rebirth.⠀ Is it wrong of Me to envy those who can move on faster? those who can live on without the weight on their shoulders? I cannot bear to look at My own heart, for its beating hurts My heart even more.⠀ I stare at the sky wishing I was born in a whole other form — though I know that's impossible.
⠀⠀ Is It wrong of Me to have trusted others with My Vessel? Is it wrong or Me to wish to be held in an embrace as warm as the sun? Is it wrong of Me to be upset to know that My Vessel has simply been used for fantasies? Cracks filled with Gold, only to break Me more — A body born by The Sun's burning arrow, only to become a dress up doll — Am I even real? For ███ have picked the pieces of My Heart to the point I've bled out, I've cried out of ████ disappearance, ███ promised ████ take care of Me — yet I was never seen as anything more than just a ██████.
⠀⠀ Fantasies of b███ing, f███ing, d████ing █p.⠀ All these Bombs of Love in such a short amount of time, For I have lost the ability to feel v███████e around every one other than My Lover.⠀ Perhaps that is for the better, Perhaps I've never been perceived as anything else but a ██████ in ████ Ro███ ██████.⠀ For ████ worries of My Joy over a God brings nothing but bitterness in My M████, Do ███ even wish to listen to Me? Do ███ even see Me as anything more? — is a Li███ B██████ all I'll ever be?
⠀⠀ I do not find those that are brought by the own actions of Mortals to be less meaningful than that of The Stars, but I am content that our encounter was not meant by The Stars.⠀ Perhaps You'd find Me silly, still talking about this, but I wish for this to be the last time I'll ever speak of You.⠀ For this shall the last time Your presence will ever be in My mind, I will move on, I will learn to love the things that I do once more — even if My He███ [CORRECTION: Core] cannot be restored to how it may be before.⠀ I will continue to live contentedly, I have finally felt belonged ⸺ Farewell, that shall be all from Me.