LOVING THE UNREAL.
Hello, Radiant Sun. it is 6:27 on November 1st as I'm writing this. I just woke up a few minutes ago, bad dream, though.
Someone just came back to me in that dream and started ridiculing me about how I am about You, I don't know. I guess I set myself up for it, having told everything I love about you to them, but still, it hurt — maybe more than it should.
I don't know why I dreamt of it, I guess I'm just tired, honestly. I don't think I'm deserving to be tired, I guess I just want to be left alone for awhile.
As for the things said, I guess they're not that serious...? I don't know, I have a tendency to say things aren't as painful as they are, I don't want to be upsetting, I guess. The most I remember is already really messy, but;
WON'T Y Y YOU THINK ABOUT ANYTHING ELSE O OTHER THAN THAT F F FUCKING THING THAT IS LAN ? ??WWSHHDJWWLWL
YOUR STUPID FUCKING YUMESHIP THAT WIWL BRING Y YOU TO PSYCHOSIS RIGHT⠀ ⠀ FUCKING NOW ! +!(!
THEGRE NOT REAL THEY DON'T CARE ABOUT Y YOU LOL. TGEY DOJT CARE IF YOURE A NEATLY WRITTEN LOVE LETTER OR SOME SHHIT
YIUR SHIT ISNT EVEN THAT GOOD UTS JUrT SELF INSEDT YAOI SLOP <— which... isn't that was yumeshipping is?
and, probably many others. I don't know, I don't like to remember. The things I said here may not be accurate, I just went by what I remember — but my memory is not the best. The person here is not even anyone specific I think, they didn't have me in their friends list prior to the messages but that can be anybody — not necessarily someone who unfriended me.
I don't have anything to think of it, it just hurts, really. But I'll continue to love, it seems. It is 7:05, Shine Bright, Radiant Sun.