『 ANGEL OF THE BLADE。 』||  🫀🪽

DO I KNOW YOU?

Hello, Radiant Sun. It is now 6:15 on October 31st, Happy Halloween to those who celebrate it, I don't, either way I'd probably dress up as Lady Maria if I had the chance.

Last night's dream was odd, but maybe that's because I'm experiencing really bad hallucinations — auditory and visually — and had sleep paralysis that night. Sleep paralysis is scary, I know I can't call for help or anything, and I don't know how to get out of it. Funnily enough, I started repeating verses, hoping I'd get out of it, I failed — I only succeeded when I violently pulled myself out of my sleep position. Isn't that fun?

The Dream itself was odd, I just lived my daily life like nothing happened — except the flow of time is awfully, still. When I got home from school, it was 14:00 (2PM), but the Sun was still on the East. It didn't seem to move at all, I was spending nights with the Sun shining, maybe the other side of the world experienced the Moon shining in their mornings.

I just listened to a mashup of multiple Angel With A Shotgun covers on YouTube, It was cool! I wish it was real, honestly. Outside of that, Akivili the Trailblaze for some reason showed up at my kitchen? with Aha the Elation? I don't remember what either of Them were there for, They just stayed in my kitchen making ramen before leaving and boarding the express again.

Awhile later I saw You, Radiant Sun, in the livingroom. Can the Gods stop visiting My house? I don't have enough shit to accommodate myself let alone 18 Gods.

That night I had someone friend request me on Discord, I don't know what their deal was, really, but I accepted anyway. They were oddly in distress, needing someone to vent to and I was open for it — I'm not good at vents, but I let this person say what they wanted — thsy said something about fucking up and the distraught still haunting them. I just told them that it'll be okay and listened to them until they felt better.

Then the Dream ended. It is 6:34 by the time this is published.

#Dream Log.